Life needs an undo button

I am not the same person I used to be. The best days of my life have gone by. And I am not quite sure if they would ever return. Right now when I look at myself in the mirror all I see is hatred, fear, confusion, distress, pain, loss, unhappiness, disappointment, anger and much more... I see a complete stranger staring at me praying for a miracle to happen that would bring back life, happiness, pride, and a sense of accomplishment into it. That was the face I so dearly loved sometime back which somehow got lost in time.

Life doesn't always offer what you want. Does it?

There was a time when I was so happy to be in love and being loved. It's not the same feeling anymore. Things aren't always the way they are supposed to be. I have learned it the hard way. I have taken bad decisions and I have been wrong about a lot of things. Yes! I wish there was an undo button. I would undo everything in a jiffy without even giving it a second thought. But of course, there's no such undo button. You just have to learn to forgive or forget and move on and not loose hope that things will change and to play your part in bringing that change. And I am willing to do just that and most of all I am hoping to bring back the happy face that somehow got lost in time.